Thursday, August 16, 2012

我接受不到咯

 

对于目前某个比赛的成绩公布,感觉有点敷衍。我认为其实成绩更本早就算过了,要不然前三名是不可能出炉的。迟迟不公布更让人觉得会不会有什么不公的分配。问说成绩几时公布,为什么需要这样长的时间,回应却说忙着印文凭。真的蛮搞笑的,我认为没有印好也是可以公布成绩的嘛,我真的很不明白,毕竟我相信“诚诚实实”的公布“诚诚实实”的成绩是不需要多过一个人以上和多过一天的时间就可以办到了。而且第三第四天都没有比赛,应该有足够的时间排好名次和分数。这让我不小心对整个公布赛果的做法产生了一定的联想。再说,为什么不可以好像奥林匹克那样一比完一项就公布呢?

直到目前网上公布了成绩,却只公布参赛者处于金,银还是铜。当然也不能怪他们没有公布前三名以外的成绩分数,因为他们都没有答应过要公布什么。真抱歉,错怪了他们。但是如果不公布又怎样让其他人心服口服呢?而举办一个比赛不是应该给于大家公正和透明的评式,赛情和赛果吗?这不是赛跑又不是打网球,用眼睛又怎样看到谁胜谁负呢?而且参赛者都各有千秋,加上评审们的个别主观主见,所以就是需要成绩分数表。而我认为越早公布就越诚实,越公平,越透明。更透明的方式就是分数表上列出评审的名字以及他们所给的分数,一来大家可以对自己的表现和评审的喜好作出分析,二来也好让不认同的参赛者们有机会向有关评审赛后作出进一步的交流和理解。

可能他们真的有太多东西要处理了,人手也非常不足了,所以才搞得这样慢。我也很感谢他们的付出,可是付出在哪一方面呢?主体是比赛,比赛是要公平透明的,可能有些赛友只是为了去玩玩看看走走表演学学东西,但我相信更多人主要还是为比赛而来的。如果过于付出精神给别的环节(表演,买卖,宣传等等),而比赛环节和规划被忽列了,那对那些主要目的来比赛的人岂不是很扫兴?


要主办一个大型的节目是很艰难的,有很多意想不到的问题要解决,有很多东西要处理,有责任确定一切顺利,虽然这是很难完美地完成的一项任务,可是这还是他们的责任。
对于生病的工作人员,真心希望大家早日康复。可是管理部不是应该事前拟定一些后计之策吗?如果同时全部人在比赛第一天倒下,那比赛岂不是可以取消了?我每次一想要去银行提款的时候,我一定会生病的,我也不懂为什么,那我可以迟些交通行征费吗?直到我顺利去到银行。


前几天我在他们面子书页面上提问了一些问题。却被当作是批评。然后就不多说了。。。。

原来我都不知道那个页面只许说类似赞赏,恭贺及感谢的话。不可以问太多问题哦?因为可能会被当作是批评,然后可能会影响自己在他们眼里的印象,然后还可能导致以后“多灾多难”,“偏见”等的问题。确实,不肯接受批评的态度是一种自信,但不是一种本事。请不要侮辱我这种普通人的智慧。

前几天也发生了一些小事,很多人突然很好奇我这部落文章。好像很多人读了我这写的一些自己的心情话然后也产生了很多反应。如果令到你们不赞同或不愉快的话,那真对不起,我也无法满足每个人的认同,毕竟我只是一个人在写(人力有限),没有能力顾全所有人的感受。而且这里的东西只是我个人的抒发。你们真的没必要太在意也没有必要太计较。=)

那天,我暂时收了这部落几天,我在考虑到底我应该放出来还是收起来,以便日后与他们好相见。最后,我还是决定放出来,因为我想信他们应该是专业的,那些“什么什么和旋”和“什么什么传友情,什么什么大和协”的口号应该不只是口号吧。讲到的人,也应该做到当中含义。

现今这个时代处于言论自由的趋势,自然会产生很多言论自由的压力。不管你多好,还是有人会批评;不管你多差,还是有人会赞赏。如果因为压力而不顺势而行,选择不用心聆听别人的意见,迟早不能接受的东西只会越来越多,自讨苦吃。

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

2012第九届亚太口琴节的感想


这次2012第九届亚太口琴届令我觉得很纳闷。实力不足而无法胜出这我没话好说,因为我也不是什么实力派,我也没有质疑优胜者的实力,因为这些都是很主观的,任何人(评审和参赛者)都有喜欢或不喜欢的权利。可是亚太确确实实存在了很多公平上问题。

第一,比赛进行得太快了,同时间独奏,重奏和合奏一起进行,无法观赏所有的表演,又禁止拍摄影像。参赛者们赢了或者输了都不知道什么原因。很多组别比赛的胜出只获得几个观众和评审的公认,公信力不强!

第二,公平的比赛怎么可以让参赛者的老师或自己人当评审呢?这个问题自从上一届就已经很多声浪了,主办者是听不到还是假装听不到呢?又或者解决不到评审不足的问题所以才廖化为先锋?

第三,麦克风和音响的问题。有些参赛者表演到一半,竟然因为声量太强而搞到音响“爆”掉,有很多段的细节无法听到,可是最后还可以胜出。如此评分的手法或手段令人摸不着头绪,这影响了优胜者和所有参赛者的声誉,也显示出大会的不专业。好像已经认定了谁将会胜出,不管发生什么事,成绩还是不会变的。

第四,我觉得如果没有完善的敲击设施或伴奏乐器,就不应该主办类是敲响乐的参赛类别,大会根本没有了解交响的基本知识,甚至一概不知。参赛者没有自行准备完善设施的责任。因为参赛者们都是付钱来比赛,不是大会付钱给参赛者们来表演的。

第五,这个比赛感觉有点奇怪,好像“分猪肉”式的,每个地区参赛者平均一定会拿到奖,不管有或没有实力,都一定会得到一些奖。颁奖典礼后还有一些参赛者大哭和高喊“不公平”。这就不多说了,因为我也没有观赏到所有的赛事,也没有资格评估。但如果大会真有“分猪肉”的手段,就奉劝早日收手,这会毁了整个口琴界。皆大欢喜是不会进步的。

第六,为什么颁奖典礼后,不公布其他无法进入三强的成绩呢?分数有这样难算吗?每个组别只不过有四个评审,共起来然后除四需要那么多天的时间吗?还是那边没人懂得用 Microsoft Excel?还是 Printer 坏了?这让人觉得很多三强不是真正的三强,都是以“分猪肉”的方式来颁的。事后需要要几天的时间来编好一份比较“好看”的分数表来取悦大家。可能大会认为皆大欢喜比较重要,但是对某些付出十分努力而得到五分欢喜的参赛者来说,那是极度不公平的,可能导致他们放弃口琴而投入其他乐器,所谓人才外留就是这样解了。

第七,这是国际性的活动,有很多世界各地不同的学校参与,来了不少老师。比赛的时候,报告参赛者和评审名字的emcee怎么可以无法讲出一口流利的英语,甚至流利的华语呢?而且还是华人。有点丢了马来西亚语文强国的脸。@@

唯一我觉得不错的是 FUNSTAGE 和 FLASHMOB 的 ideas,这满创意的,让参赛者们有机会秀秀琴技,虽然我没有参与,但真的感觉很不错。
我觉得满值得的就是还有李让,Judy,天狼星口琴乐团和 Brendon Power 的表演。其他高手的表演可能没有注意到。因为我只看了 Talent Concert 和一些的 Funstage 表演而以。那些帮上台表演的人拉彩的Funstage负责工作人员也很不错,很搞气氛也蛮有活力,多了不少热闹和色彩。虽然只参了两次的亚太,但这些 ideas 也应该算是前所未有了吧。

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

2012 APHF COUNTDOWN


Left 2 days + for my 2nd participation of this festival. Kinda nervous and excited though it is just held in KL @@. Hopefully everything will be going smooth. ALL THE BEST EVERYONE. See you! =D

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

2012 FIRST SEASON

Wei Chun's birthday, Last last month, Jan 2012
Celebrated at YEA Japanese steamboat and Shabu Shabu! My first time there. It opened not long ago in Time Square and also the first branch in Penang...Very nice!! Wish to go again. x)


New year outing in last last month, Jan 2012. =D
Walked in the Georgetown, went to Dim Sum, Jetty, bowling, Prangin Mall, Steamboat, Queensbay, skating, Time Square and Full House. =D


Miao Hui ("Temple Fair", i guess the name) 
This Huang Ti look familiar. Like seen before in Heng Ee...@@

Very crowded from day....

Chinese Yoyo

Singers

Fireworks

...until night
...so nice! Met a lot of friends and gangs. And also a lot of traditional foods, performances and fun there! Learned Chinese Yoyo there. =D...

Yuan Xiao Jie (Chinese Lantern Festival?)
(taken through photosynth)
It clashed with Thaipusam...that's awesome as there are crowded everywhere (traffic jam everywhere too). Like the atmosphere so much. =D
That day, together with xiu xiu them, we went to Straits Quay, Hardrock, Gurney, Paragon, One Stop, PCGHS there for Thaipusam (saw CM Lim Guan Eng for the 1st time...=D), Pulau Tikus then back to Straits Quay again for the Lantern Festival. Again, a lot of people in straits quay, a lot of performances and a lot of events. My favourite atmosphere. =D
The funny Xiu Xiu in Wong Kok!

Dinner in Evergreen with xinyi (she got a lot kang tao...xD).
Went there for the promotion in Groupon.com. Only RM40 Nett person. Worth! =D

Karhoe's birthday on 16th of March. Party held on 17th March, night at Tan Jetty. 
We went redbox in the afternoon (2pm to 6pm). The total of us is 7 (Karhoe, David, Cherry, Daisy, Chin Qi, Nidel and me). That day Nidel was singing very well, huiyo!! lol
After that, we played pool. All of them not pro, but i am still not the winner. lol
At night about 7 something, all moved to Tan Jetty for the party. Very crowded again, i think more than 40 people there. =D Many of them are very funny especially Alice Leow...lol! Happy to be there..xD

Errrr....
Have been working in E-learn for few months already. Now, get confirmed as permanent staff already (since last month) ^^ I am quite satisfy with the job as the software content writer. It is interesting for me, not a dead job. It is very excited and very challenging on my creativity. Hopefully everything is going smoother and smoother. =D





Tuesday, January 31, 2012

惜惯了

最近,也不懂搞什么,心有点乱。也很旧没这样了。。。
很多话想说,但最后又吞回进去。
感觉上好像有......又好像没有....

... ... ... ... ...

算了,可惜就可惜,一向来都惜惯了。^^

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

New Year Eve

Busy throughout last month...December! Since it was holiday, practice almost everyday with Karhoe, Shannon and ChinQi! ^^
If not mistaken, there were 3 performances in Dec. 

Last last Wednesday, we went to Hits Studio, doing the recording of a new song for one of the teams in Great Eastern, Power Group.


The result of recording wasn't so good, but it was very enjoyable and memorable as everyone is funny. =D

During X'mas and it's eve. Stayed home...@@...sicked! Probably because of tiredness.

Last Saturday, New Year Eve. There was a performance in the afternoon at Penangpac, Straits Quay. 3pm to 5pm. Rehearsal from the early morning. Damn tired.

Totally 18 songs. @@ but only 8 to 9 songs were in my brain. LOL
I thought it was just a performance, but at last i realized it was a concert...=.=...more, the performance....sighed...

After the concert, i went back to home for shower and then rushed to Desa Pelangi for the "Apartment Stay + New Year Count Down Party" with Penang HB members and Jens. It has been the second time he count down for New Year in Penang with us. ^^

Steamboat as dinner

After the dinner, they decided to go Straits Quay for the Count Down. It was the second time in a single day..@@.. However, I felt so alive there though tired...=D
                                   



        
The "Making of Desert Photo"...ODD CULTURE...=D

At night, we went back to Desa Pelangi. Only Ee Wen, Xiumin, Xinying, Bullet, Michael and me stayed. What to do at night? Of course not sleeping...LOL..we were eating, watching TV, chatting and.....but non of them talked about harmonica...@@...lol
Until 6am+, I fall asleep finally. =D 

A very special New Year and full of enjoyment with them! =D

Happy New Year 2012.